Exams are round the corner... the first one starting this saturday... this is my last set of exams for this degree... Hopefully will get through all with good results...
After this, will be graduating... the official graduation ceremony is next year round end of march or early april... high possibility of it falling on my birthday!! hehe... after that, i'm planning to do Honours... Bachelor of Appllied Science (Industrial and Applied Mathematics) (Honours)...
Anyway, that's about my "studies" plans...
About me... hehe... well, lately i've started accepting myself for who i am... no matter what, i'm me... have been struggling a lot with myself all this while, but finally accepting myself more nowadays... It makes me a lot happier... hehe... been rejecting myself eversince in high school... but finally starting to accept myself... it suddenly seems to me like life is full of meaning again... was soo tired of trying to live up to certain standards, living up to ppl's expectations of me... so tired of fighting myself... but now i've finally stop doing so...
I'm still the same me... but i've just learnt to accept the other side of me... hence, to those who will not accept me for my other side, then maybe you weren;t my friend all the while becos the person you thought you were friend with did not exist... but to those who know what i'm talking about and accepted me... thank you! trully appreciate it very much! i feel lighter, not having to carry the burden any longer... which is a really really good feeling... =D So to the ppl who will or have accepted me, *HUGS*
anyway, enough of that... have been really into this song... Suddenly I fell soo in love with this niiicceee song! it's called 勇气 (courage) by 梁静茹 （fish leong). The lyrics are as below:
勇气(Courage)
终于作了这个决定
Finally made this decision
别人怎么说我不理
I don't care what others will say
只要你也一样的肯定
As long as you are certain
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
I'm willing to follow you to the ends of the earth
我知道一切不容易
I know it is not easy
我的心一直温习说服自己
I try to persuade myself
最怕你忽然说要放弃
I scared that you will give up
Chorus:
爱真的需要勇气
Love needs courage
来面对流言蜚语
To face the rumours
只要你一个眼神肯定
Just a affirmation from you
我的爱就有意义
My love for you will be meaningful
我们都需要勇气
We both need courage
去相信会在一起
To believe that we can be together
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
So that I can feel you in the crowd
放在我手心里
Put in my heart
你的真心
Your sincerity
Bridge:
如果我的坚强任性
If my headstrong attitude
会不小心伤害了你
Accidentally hurt you
你能不能温柔提醒
Can you gently tell me
我虽然心太急
Although I am very anxious
更害怕错过你
But I'm more afraid of losing you
That's just a very rough translation... But you should understand what the general meaning of the song is lar... I really liked it because it's so true!
That;s all for this post...
***EDIT: I think blogdrive doesn't support chinese characters... (stupid blogdrive)... I spent so long typing up the lyrics, then cannot display... >.<" Anyway, the title of the song is "yong qi" in mandarin or "yong hei" in cantonese... means courage in english... the song by fish leong... i think it was famous a while back in msia... ***